August 13, 2013

THE SUMMER SMELLS LIKE SIN AND WONDER


 
Everything happens for a reason – these are the words i like to live by. There are times when it seems impossible to imagine that things which are happening are actually happening for some kind of reason. But it seems that they do. Of course some time has to pass until you are can to see what kind of reason it really was. But I try to believe that whatever happens, always happens for a reason. Even when sometimes it‘s way too dark to see the sunlight but sun appears after some time. I am very glad to see much more sunlight in my life right now. This summer was long awaited, it was supposed to be very good, then things have gotten way worse than expected but after all this summer is truly amazing. So many wonderful things have already happened that I sometimes have to think for a while so that I could remember them all. And that is amazing. I finally don‘t feel that enormous wound in my heart and soul and most of the days i can finally breathe easily and i don‘t feel that empty inside anymore. I love love love this feeling.
One of the feelings i love the most in the world is the feeling that you get before going somewhere far from your home. I love that nervousness before stepping on the plane or getting into a car. I love travels so much that I even like the packing part which most of the people absolutely dread. I like making a colorful list, pick my outfits for upcoming days and then cross things off when i pack. It‘s like a little ritual to me, i play some nice music and think about the trip.  When i finally get into a car and hit the road i become really excited. Right now at at the sea city and I'm loving it. The only thing my city is missing is the sea. When I'm at the beach and I hear waves crashing and see the sun setting into the sea I feel so calm and peaceful and I could spend all my time sitting like that and watching the sunset.  

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